Strength

I’ve been passing the hard days. Well, not really. Im just kinda busy in this several days, several weeks, frankly. Yea, with my classic reasons, I write this feeling in my blog. Oh my.. I hope anyone feel me! I mean feel my dizziness. Maybe only you (reader) and god are the one who knows what I feel during this several weeks. I just don’t wanna let people know about my difficulties and my weakness by telling them with all my complains. No. That’s not me. This’s me, doing this. Writing. Just like right now.

People said that “when you’re telling your feeling to the others, It might makes you feel better”. Hell no, I don’t think so. Why?

First, you’ll never know who your real best listener. You’ll never know who’s the one that will listen to all of your problems.

Second, Hello~ everyone has their own problems. Don’t give them the others.

Third, you’ll never know who your real enemy. From the research by… well, I can’t remember it. ah whatever. I ever heard “about 50% people don’t give a shit about your problems, 40% thank to the god that you had it, 10% listen to you, and forget about your problem after several minutes”.

Fourth, sometimes other’s opinions are not solutive enough. Sometimes it’s useful. And then, you’re just facing all the option from the opinion. But in the end, people will say.. “it’s up to you”. Yap, you have to choose it by yourself.

Logic? Haha! That’s my reason about tell-listen-activity.

And that’s why I write this. Maybe you (reader) are the one who care about my stories, my days, my life. That’s why you read this and translate my writing first, of course! Haha

Yeaaaa… My biggest point is I’M KINDA TIRED RIGHT NOW. AND I THINK I WILL BE MORE TIRED THAN THIS. I HOPE SOMEONE AUTOMATICALLY KNOW ABOUT IT. EVEN I NEVER TELL THEM BY MY SELF.

And God… I NEED MORE STRENGTH. TO BE STRONGER. I know you're reading this.